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What are you doing TOMORROW, April 26th at noon? 

Let me tee up my question.

This year has already been an integral one for me in so many ways. Namely, I came to the welcomed-end of a two-year breast cancer recovery with my final (fingers crossed) surgery just a couple weeks ago.  I’m 100% certain that my cancer journey was victorious due to years of my own self-care and a multitude of prayers.   I learned first hand, attitude is, indeed, everything.  

As we stretch well into Spring, I’m so thrilled to bring you a deeper dive into both self-care and the Enneagram.  Over the course of the last couple of years, the founding members of the Practice, my Enneagram-based self-care membership program, gave us some vital feedback—more Enneagram content and community!!!  

So that’s what you get.  The monthly subscription will give all the goods of the original program: daily journal prompts, yoga flows, guided meditations, expert interviews, core Enneagram content each month, PLUS a 1-hr long virtual group Enneagram coaching session led by me.  We will explore concepts like growth paths, subtypes, wings, relationship styles, and more.  More importantly, you’ll meet new friends on the same self-discovery path you’re on.

To love yourself is to first know yourself—to really understand the why behind how you think, feel, and act.  The Enneagram is the best tool we have for self-understanding and development.  Further understanding how to take care of you in all your glorious uniqueness is exactly what we’ll do!  I’ve been studying and using this powerful tool for 16 years now and I can honestly say it has illuminated life and relationships in remarkable ways.  

No matter where you are on your Enneagram journey, I believe you can find a place to go deeper with me in 2023!

Join us TOMORROW at 12:00 pm CT for a free peek into one of our sessions!!!  (Passcode: 932076)

I wish I would have known this at 25

What piece of advice would you give your 25-year-old  self? Sure, she may not have listened, but like any loving parent, you do what you can to steer your children in the right direction.  That head-strong seeker was only doing her best.  And yet today, you have matured into the expansive space  of perspective and balance.  You have a lot to offer your younger, stubborn self.  

Me?  I would have a spirited come-to-Jesus about how to relax into the unknown one brave and wobbly step at a time.  I’d tell her that having all the answers isn’t half as important as asking honest questions.  

Specifically, I’d love for her to understand what it means to have a growth mindset as opposed to a fixed one.  Less either-or and more both-and.  

As a recovering perfectionist, I’ve been all too familiar with what it means to have a fixed mindset.  A fixed mindset is a way of thinking that is rigid  and narrow.  It’s all about pass or fail, win or lose, good or bad, black and white.  It’s rooted in judgment rather than curiosity.  It’s refusing to take  myself on a brisk  20-minute walk because I didn’t have enough time to do my hour-long high intensity workout.  

Here’s another example. You have your 6-month review at work.  Your boss gives you high marks in several areas but points out one specific necessary improvement in your performance on a big project.  A fixed mindset self-criticizes, labeling your performance as a failure.  A fixed mindset disregards the praise and zeros in on the area of improvement.   A growth mindset celebrates the positive feedback and understands the value of constructive criticism for future success.  A growth mindset sees life as a  slew of peaks and valleys all leading to personal freedom and expansion.  

A growth mindset is the petri dish that breeds resilience.  A fixed approach creates rigidity, closing us off from abundance and opportunity.   

This isn’t about glossing over reality.  It’s about softening your approach to  the inevitable ebbs and flow of life.  

Spend some time this week pondering this: What area of your life could you stand to soften into?  

Is it your relationship with food, your body, parenting, or work?  Is it your self-care?  Whatever it may be, I believe a great way to find out is to pay attention to our self-talk, that often nagging inner critic that rages on, involuntarily.   

Write it all down. 

I love what Tara Mohr says, “Where we think we need more self-discipline,  we usually need more self-love.”

What do you really want?

What’s stopping you from doing what you truly desire?  In my experience, it is much harder to do what I truly desire when I’m acting as my own worst enemy.   

However, when I get out of my own way and start playing for instead of against my team, big things happen.  It’s up to me to get out of my own way and embrace the responsibility of loving and taking care of myself.

Perhaps the greatest tool alongside therapy that has equipped me to do this is the Enneagram.  It has been a steady companion, giving me the language to express lonely truths I thought were mine alone, as well as reasons for doing the clumsy things I so often do.  The Enneagram has gently shown me all the ways I wear false--if not fashionable--masks of personality to protect myself from being truly seen and perhaps rejected. It has shown me the great potential that awaits (when I do step out of my own way).

You may know about the Enneagram, and if so, I’m grateful.  It’s not just a hyped-up trend or personality box. In fact, it traces so far back, experts can’t quite nail down its conception. Even the modern Enneagram of personality has stood the test of time, and I’m thrilled more and more people are bringing it into their homes, relationships, and dinner conversations.

As we gear up this Spring, let’s take the time to become our own best friend…to connect back to the little girl who only knows love and has no clue how to lie or be afraid or confuse success with love.  

If this feels wildly out of reach and too esoteric, don’t worry, you’re not alone, I’d love to support you in your desire to truly thrive.  I’ve got a trusted roadmap to get us there.    

You ready?  Join me in the Practice.

Navigating Grief Amidst Tragic Loss

This past week, an unspeakable tragedy hit my very own backyard of Nashville, TN.  Literally, you can see Covenant Presbyterian School and Church from our back deck.  The recent school shooting in our quiet little neighborhood of Green Hills has had a ripple effect all across our country.  

It was 10:30 am on Monday morning.  I was on my way downtown to Centennial Hospital for a pre-op appointment.  As I sat blankly, waiting for the light to turn green at the corner of Franklin road and Harding, I noticed a blur of police cars flying past me.  Traffic was stopped.  

“Lord, have mercy.” I prayed, unknowingly.  I got on the interstate and started to receive an influx of texts.  My friend Beth called me.  Our sons are in pre-school together.  Feeling a little uneasy, I let it go to voicemail to stay focused on my drive downtown.  I had a sick feeling in my stomach.  

As I came to a light on Church street, just a few blocks from the hospital, I looked at my phone long enough to read a few of the texts.  My whole body froze and I got lightheaded.  My heart pounded in my chest.  No stranger to panic attacks, I started to buckle.  I just needed to get to the parking garage.  “You can do this, Katie.” I muttered under my breath.  

As I parked I called my husband, Daniel. Hysterical, I stammered out, “Is it true?” He turned on the news and started to get more information on the school shooting right around the corner from my son’s school.  Without all the details and the steady man that he is, he helped me breath and calm down so I could get through the appointment and get home.  Thankfully, we had kept Tucker home from school that day due to a nasty cough.  They were both safe at home.  

But this wasn’t the case for so many others who suffered unimaginable loss that day.  

After the hysteria and panic subsided, I got angry.  Angrier than I can remember getting in a very long time.  Throughout the days and week, I learned stories connected to the people, the place, and the unfolding of the day.  

You probably have some similar story that connects you to this or other tragic events.  I pray God is near to you during these fragile minutes and hours of every passing day.  

Navigating grief amidst tragic loss is downright awful—punishing.  It’s not linear.  It’s messy as hell.  I could give you the soup to nuts on the grief process and hope it might be helpful but this is not that post.  

Today, I want to give you one simple word: CLING.  

Cling to prayer if you’re the praying type.

Cling to people who love you.

Cling to breath when everything else feels too hard.

Cling to truth and monitor what you’re letting in.

Cling to self-care so you can metabolize your felt emotions and pain.

Cling to the hope that God didn’t bring us here to leave us here.  

And just like Mr. Rogers’ mother told him when responding to scary news, “Look for the helpers.” 

If you are struggling to navigate this thick and complex grief in response to the Covenant School shooting, please reach out for help.  I’d love to be a resource for you right now.

5 Things to Avoid when Using the Enneagram

Do you have a funny taste left in your mouth with regards to the Enneagram?  I’m not going to lie, with its rise in popularity and the obsession with it in Instagram culture, I fear it’s become something of a caricature of itself.  If I see one more meme about type, I may just boycott it altogether.

Ah, but that’s not the response of a self-aware, evolved, and gracious person living in wholeness is it? No, it’s not…

The Enneagram teaches us to grow beyond reaction and choose from a place of responsiveness—and power.  

I do, however, want to point out 5 mistakes to avoid when using this tool for life and relationships.  So here goes:

1. Don’t type other people.  This is a biggie.  The Enneagram isn’t just about the optics of our personality.  It’s about the story, or motivations and beliefs that fuel our patterns of thought, emotion, and behavior.  So unless you are familiar with the deeper aspects of  someone’s core belief system and narrative, avoid typing them.

2. Don’t indulge your type.  In other words, don’t use your type as an excuse for bad behavior (i.e. “I’m going to let her have it when I see her.  She’ll never want to cross me again.  I’m an 8 after all!”)  We identify our type in order to better understand ourselves and grow beyond our personality tactics.   

3. Don’t stereotype others based on type.  Again, this is such a rookie move.  To judge someone and make assumptions based on their type is a big no-no.  Just as there are about 100 unique shades of white, not all persons in a type show up the same.  Especially when you factor in subtypes, you can actually have two people who are the same type look nothing alike.  

4. Don’t force it on others.  Even though the Enneagram is a powerful, transformational tool, not everyone is willing to or interested in subscribing to it.  The worst thing we can do as Enneagram advocates is to force it on others, no matter how much it has helped us.  We must learn to trust others’ process. 

5. Don’t stay on the surface.  Even though it’s incredible fodder for coffee shop or cocktail party conversation, the Enneagram is meant to be applied to our daily lives, not just talked about.  Knowledge without application is, well, just knowledge.  

P.S. If you’re in the market for a way to learn about and apply the Enneagram, you’re in the right place.  Check out my Enneagram-based Self-Care membership program called the Practice!